Back, Again
Mar 03
Posted: under Personal.
She’s back again. Perhaps to stay this time. That’s my plan anyways. I suppose if I don’t throw her out again or otherwise piss her off then it’ll be true. I’m glad to have her back. She’s being supportive. It’s helping.
That said, life is slightly so getting back to normal. The week has been getting better as it’s gone on. I only work about 4 hours on Sunday, so it was kind of like a day off. Monday at work proved to be a bad day. My breaks were literally joyous times as I was able to dive into a book and leave everything else behind for a few minutes. Of course the problem wasn’t work so much as it was me. It’s hard to run from yourself sometimes. When your job puts about a 20% load on your mind and yet you can’t just walk away, it’s really hard. The rest of the week has gotten more or less better each day. I’m just trying to take it one day at a time. Of course, I always do that except for when I forget. I hope that doesn’t make any sense really…
Milenka and I are getting along pretty well really, although the shit almost hit the fan earlier when I tried to pull a piece of mail away from her before she had looked at it. No, I’m not kidding either. It was an AOL disk. I haven’t looked at these things really since they were floppies….I was wondering what they were up to and it seems as though they give away 3 months free now…..that seems crazy. Next thing you know they’ll offer a free pair of socks for trying them out….(for all you women who aren’t required by law to put your name on a list so they can try to recruit you, this is a military strategy). What really amazed me though was that it had instructions for how to start the installation if you’re running windows 3.1……3.1!!! It will be obsolete 10 years ago this August…I can’t believe they still support it. For that matter, who the hell is running windows 3.1?? I guess if you have a 386 with 2 megs of RAM then windows 95 is just out of the question. I guess it’s a niche market….
Like I was saying though, things are going pretty well. Or at least as well as could be expected at this point. I have dreams of things being OK again sometime. Hope is always nice.
I’m not trying to make Milenka out to look bad here either really. She may have overreacted a touch earlier, but then I overreact to most things myself….Like I said before, she’s really being very supportive and also understanding. It’s nice, It’s helpful. It gives hope.
